Sunday, December 31, 2006
new year's eve .
decided to spend my night at home . every year is the same programme thus i do not wish to do it the same unless there's something more fun to do. it's always going to the esplanade , countdown then fireworks !
in the day,went ikea with my mum and bro. it's like the first time we went out together. it's interesting that my family doesnt often hang out together. i bought a new 'pet' from ikea! i named it RATSY ! it's so cute ! and it's damn nice to play ard with it cos i can use it to scare my mom! she's like the one and only person in the universe who is scared of RATSY- the soft toy! cos ratsy looks really like a living rat!
new year's resolutions.
i hope and wish that i can have more self discipline and stop proscrastination ! :)
happy new year to all my friends !
Saturday, December 30, 2006
im so glad that i passed all my modules with good grades i would say . THANK LORD! i must and will WORK HARDER next semester! and i think im kinda dumb to finally realised what is exchange programme! (goodness gracious me! )
i want to thank all my friends who helped me today- and i apologise for my attitude! i cant control my feelings anymore. getting very PMS-y whenever the time of the month is coming which didnt happened before. i actually asked my friend to shut up when she shouted my name from across the field! (faints- what is wrong with me!?) but i got to say she really has a whiny voice - to an extent that i cant take it most of the time.(laughs)
woke up early for the rugby game.thought that its damn cold in the morning and i wore the jacket out and when i reach the field, scorching sun was shining onto cheryl and i! im burnt- unevenly. the guys are good! esp gabriel and jibb :) it was sad that i didnt take video or photo of the scene when gabriel pushed away someone by their face! (it's damn cool lah) and i swear that they really feed the opponent with MUD! and i have learnt something from the IH games. Do not talk to the guys when they are playing in the game. (im talking bout reserves too) im serious- it's so scary! they are like soooooo focused ! shouting and screaming to their team mates telling them what to do ! and imagine when a girl comes in and talk ( with a whiny voice like my friend) , im sure that they are going to bash her up lah! now i understand why my dad doesnt like us ( my sis and i) to cry when we were younger and whine. it's really nerve wrecking!
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
we were so close, bout few inches away,i looked into the pair of
bright eyes,
but i felt nothing !delighted to see him around,however things do not seems to be what i thought it would be.cheer up! that's all you can do.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
friday -
glad that the half of T36 turned up for class gathering . sad that ahmad who anticipates for a class outing cant make it! went for dinner at a jap restaurant which most of us think that it's more expensive than billy bombers!
ben : i was thinking of going to billy bombers, the food here is ex.
kader : it's the same what ...they have fish and chicken here too.
adrian : yar.. it's the same . just that we pay a higher price for a fish that is uncook !
adrian is still adrian even though he's hair has changed. why is this so? read below ...
on the escalator going down while adrian was in front of cass and i.
cass: (whispers )i think adrian changed a lot.
me : hm. i think so too.
cass : better looking .
the next thing is know is cass tapping on adrian's shoulder !
cass : hey , adrian! shu fang says that you have changed a lot ! better looking !
adrian : yar , i know . everyone tells me that .
jevon always make us laugh at his dress sense!
he appeared in a OP polo tee tucked in nicely into his pants! that reminds us of those days in CJ when daniel and i tried to change his dressing from OP to QUIKSILVER- but i guess we failed! i find jevon's specs cool lah. and he thought so too. i was playing with his specs. looked damn minahh .
jevon: i know you like my specs lah . i bought it not because of army but because i think it's cool!
me : - immediately took it off-
mark : seriously you should take it off cos you dunno how much shit it has gone thru with jevon!
me : oh yar hor. EEW EEW EEW!
- kinda slow , but that's me! -
they made my day ! miss them loads! - huggs-
saturday
spent the evening at michelle's place. cool! we haven met up for mths. the threesome. we cooked . we ate. we laughed! and we.... PONG! ... played mahjong! =]
sunday
went back to hall ! ermm.. looks like i spent most of my precious time in hall. it's ineveitable. i wish i could spend more time at home! I WISH! went out with boop ! she thinks that i looked sad. glum . i thought it was okay. but then .. when i returned to hall,they had this party thingy going on. and my friend saw me. he asked me why am i so sad! oh dear.. this is bad. i looked glum everywhere! tsktskk... what to do rite? screwed up hols . screwed up life! oh welll... i will try to cheeer up. i feel so lost .
Thursday, December 21, 2006
i guess i was thinking too much. but that's good cos i realise it. and everything is back to normal again. i wont jump into conclusions anymore. not till when someone says it out! ___ _____ ____ ____ ____ - fill in the blanks- but i guess it's impossible.
one , two , three , four, five, six , seven , eight ... and counting. it's not going to end. mosquitoes are attacking me ! and the insect repellent doesnt smell that great. if i were to apply it. ppl will just run away from me but not the mosquitoes. -__- but heck ! i have to apply or my legs will be filled with one cents , two cents, three cents and more! -UGLY!
it's raining everyday. and guess what?! ppl can use this to start a conversation with me! im just kinda shocked when i read it. cos it's SO all of a sudden! but appreciate it that the person rmbs me. =]
Monday, December 18, 2006
17122006.
he left us.
my sister's hamster left us! it was quite sad. blackie was like sick for more than a month. we thought that the tumour on his arms will eventually dried up and drop off like some cases would. however, it didnt occur. and in fact, one month later he began to lose weight tremendously. and one day i was playing with it, i could feel his bloated body. i sensed something wrong but my sis insist that it was okay. my sis is such a bad and lousy pet owner . she doesnt play with it . she didnt even allow him to get out of the cage to walk around in the hall. ytd noon, we took it out . the way he walked was like lame. quite scary . and ytd night , my sis found him dead with his eyes WIDE OPENED!!!
may blackie rest in peace and hope that God will take him in.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
met up with the four truth friends. all were good. i know it's my fault that i didnt inform you that she's going . it was really last minute, and i thought that she might tell you so too. until i found out that she hasnt contact you for weeks. and all along i knew you were not so interested in it. so i didnt force you to come. im so sorry .
it's our first trip to WWW! i seriously think that it's a waste of money if you were to go there. Luckily we got free tix, thus charlene, eleanor and i decided to go there. everything was just so-so. no impact except for one 'ride' down.the excitement only lasts only for 3 secs- the most. the only thing on my mind there was - how much do they earn as a crew there !? -shrugs-
i saw this black hole,the force of attraction was strong,so strong that i fell into it. i am still searching for a reason why.why did i fall into it.was it because it pulls me in?or was it because i want to search for a new 'me' in the hole? Monday, December 11, 2006
Had a volleyball game with my hall mates! fun !!! think im gonna join em for hall games! i still cant set the ball though. i love to see how ppl set the ball ! now i have bruises all over my arms.
there's two disgusting mosquitoes' bites on my arm. it has became two red dots which is only 5mm apart making it looks like a vampire bite or a pair of sore eyes! it's disgusting. i dun think it's not going off. permenant ugly marks on my arm . can even draw a smiley eh... like :)
i have this funny feeling in me telling me bout ... something. im not sure. i cant confirm and it's difficult to judge. it makes one ponder why one will do such an action all of a sudden. ha! mysterious eh? let you ppl guess. ;)
this week is gonna be fun! even though i have no plans on how to celebrate my bday yet. i think ive come to a stage to think that bday is just another normal day that reminds you that you are a year older. (ha.) frens out there, im not depressed ok? haa. but ive also come to a conclusion that birthday is a day to thank your parents for who you are now! If it werent them, you will not be here standing. Birthday should be a day to tell how great your mum is man...!
Sunday, December 10, 2006
im so disappointed with many things in life nowadays. one of the disappointments would be friends. sometimes, our expectation for a friend might be too high but basically we just need care and concern -that will do a lot - REALLY, i mean it.
sometimes i feel that there are some friends who are superficial. they wont be there for you when you need them. it's hard to maintain a friendship. it's very hard. it's always me , the one who tries to salvage the lost friendship or rekindles those memories. im kinda tired, so im letting it go-sort of . oh well, that's life . there will be many kinds of difficulties faced in life and i could say that this might be one of it...
questions that i dont know how to answer . God please advise. (lols- no offence)
why am i always trying to please ppl when there is no need for it? why should i always put ppl in front of me when i think that i have the power to ask them to do work ? why am i so vulnerable to situations like this? why am i so good to be being make used of? why cant ppl please me and not the other way round? why cant i be more stern ,so that they will not take advantage of me? last question- am i that stupid? -shrugs-
hope that i can cope for next semester's work.
start of new horror starts on 7th JAN 2007 !
Friday, December 08, 2006
holiday is here. festive mood is not here yet or maybe it's not coming at all. everything changes as time goes by.
was in hall last night . watched the cheerleaders practising their moves . played carrom and badminton with the peeps in hall. chat with those seniors - i like to talk to those seniors, they really treat you very well. i feel like im their younger sister(haha) . and guess what?! there's a NIKE sale at the EXPO next week! that day was ADIDAS . =) and i heard not many good stuffs were there. i went to Isetan that day with my friend , there was an ADIDAS sale too and guess who i saw? Raymond! yeah ... if you know who i am talking a bout , maybe you are screaming with joy at the other end ! =D
