Sunday, January 28, 2007
my mom has like menopause! ohmy goshh. it really can cause some nerve wrecking moments if you talk to her! i cant take it! i REALLY CANT TAKE! i dont know what has happened between her and my dad! MONEY, MONEY, MONEY... fuck the MONEY that caused such issues! im always being sandwiched in the matter- school fees and phone bills. im tired ! im extremely tired of it . that's why i didnt really wish to go home nowadays. if i go home meaning i will have to take allowance and the issue will blast again! FUCK IT ! FUCK IT ! FUCK IT!!!!!
went to town for a while and town is really boring at night! most of my friends went to catch the Singapore VS Malaysia match at Kallang. I heard it was kinda interesting in the end. the penalty part .. whereby they kick, kick and kick then finally Singapore SCORED ! yays. 2- 0. Singapore - GOOD JOB!
had a little chit chat session with my dear friend in hall. and ohmy goshh! to my surprise, things are not what it really seems to be in the surface! woahh man.. really WOAHHH...
cant say anything here--- not safe! hahas.
my friend and i made a mistake and realised that showing affection to someone you like is not about getting material stuffs. i think we were naive then. i know that it's a mistake but somehow we will just unconsciously do it just to surprise or make the person happier. and i think i was or am really naive person! goshh.. couldnt believe that the world is SOOOO CORRUPTED! there's no link to this para but then i really would like to emphasize on that. there's tooo many GREYYY AREAS in life that you cant see it with your naked eyes. fucking scary if you get to know someone better and not the surface. and sometimes.. if you think you know the person well enough , oh friend... please THINK AGAIN! many ppl involve in your life do play a big part to help you SEE THE WORLD. hahas. im speaking like some lecturer here. oh well, im not being attacked by any of my friends but i just want to inform all my dear friends here that the WORLD IS EVIL! (to some extent)
Sunday, January 21, 2007
two fruit flies were found drowned in my coffee!
two were killed by me !
ohmy gosh.
where the hell did the flies come from ?!
it's sooooo annoying.
msn cropped up again whenever i need to talk to people.
maybe there's something as blocking yourself from talking to someone else.
im thinking .
im still considering.
wont it be awkward if it fails?
the feeling is fading off whenever i tell people about it. ( i know im weird- thanks! )
Saturday, January 20, 2007
my weekends is screwed. i cant go home ! - sounds like im in camp like those guys rite? laughs. as you know, im the welfare secretary of the hall and there's a few more games going on. thus i got to help out. and i heard the waterpolo match might be cancelled. im kinda happy if it's cancelled cos i need time to clear all my homework! arghh... so much to do and i dont know how to start ! i cant rmb much bout answering the IR qn.
the hall's toilet is disgusting! it's disgusting not just because it's filthy .it has lots of creepy crawlers ! you name it , they have it man... yesterday i was going to bathe and i saw this huge green spider in one of the toilets so i decided to use the other toilet. and then what happened was ... when i bathed halfway, there's this HUGE cockroach came out from the draining hole ! i was like .. WHAT sia... ?! and i dont dare to like step on it but in the end.... i did.
talked to kader last night to inform him bout the cancellation of outing and i found out some shocking news from him ! it's really incredible that LOW and CHIN got together! it might be a good match but how could it be possible?! cos Low was attached to her loving boyfriend and i think that everyone seems to know that too. laughs. and now she's with CHIN. that's so unexpected ! Besides that , there are other shocking news about teachers getting together and so on. We are missing the whole lot of gossips man...
oh and did i mention that i failed my driving AGAIN?! it was raining when i started to drive! that's so annoying ! and thus i end up seeing the wrong pole and stuffs! see how clumsy i can get! =( i think im realy unlucky ! the first time when i took the test i got the bad tester and bad route ! this time round i got a good tester but unlucky day . i think it's jsut me lahh ! #%$^#$!
oh well... i should jsut take it as another bad experience for driving .
Monday, January 15, 2007
do you all know that im damn shock to hear that my course ppl actually scored GPA of 5.0 ?! i know it 's possible but i didnt know that most ppl scored GPA of .. 4.5 and ABOVE ! hello.. im aint kidding here ! i was so happy that i got 3.92 but i guess im TOO complacent . this means that i should START STUDYING now ! most of them are of cos.. scholars -_-"
i scored B- for my chem and most ppl got A+ lah . what the hell.
looking at my timetable.... thought it's cool to have my even fridays free ! however , i realised that FREE doesnt equal to you can do your personal things. FREE= i should use this time to study for my math! it's so sickening cos there will be weekly quiz and the marks will be taken account of. the qns will be somewhat similar to the tutorials and that also means that .. i cant skip tutorial , i cant go there empty handed and copy all the answers which i once did for last sem. lab is LOOKS easy on the surface ! the experiment takes only 30mins to one hour to complete but guess what ? the report will take more than that to get it done lah ! :(
note to jevon if he is reading this : it's still not too late to change course ! laughs.
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
i cant take my eyes off you ! it's just so difficult to shift my attention to something else besides you ! everywhere i go , i wish you were there. i feel that school is so empty without the sight of you around. please let this semester end soon. Sunday, January 07, 2007
went back home this morning and im back in hall alr at night. this is really getting hall-ly.
slept thru my day at home! i cant believe it! i cant sleep in hall at all. i tried very hard but cant do it. that's why i knocked out the moment i reached home! how am i going to sleep now?!
hall life is boring without christina , alison , pengfeng , chris , yimin, francine, cheng , viv,charmain and cheryl! and many more lah. but then .. i really miss christina and alison! that's why im really hoping school to start so that i can see them! i need to control my eating habits! i have to lose off wat i have gained and more - so that if i gain back , it wont be so bad.
i told him that HE is already a HERO in our HEARTS.at least
in MY HEART. Tuesday, January 02, 2007
on the 2nd day of new year . i would like to say happy birthday to shuanie the nigga and hazel the cheapo ( kidding) . hazel is going to turn 20 tmr , that's so fast! ( cos i just turned 19, u see. ) and soon it will be ashwini's birthday! i wont forget the birthday celebration for nigga lah! we poured the super smelly ammonia containing mud on him ! and of goz the rest of the people there kena it also. poor cheng who suffered the full package of mud therapy which includes deilicious 'mud pie' , nutrients filled mud shower and lastly mud facial . and i also cant forget the sight of charmain begging ong on knees not to smear mud on her cos she has bathed. well.. that's the most memorable thing i can rmb for 2006. and of coz the tee36 class outing at the arab st. though the time we spent together is short, we treasured every lil second of it together !
besides that the most hurtful words i heard for 2006 are from some arrogant 'friend' in hall and from my dearest friend( but i have forgiven her :) ) seriously he has to think before he speaks. he has totally no idea how many ppl out there doesnt fond of him and we (as kind souls) still regard him as a friend. if he was to say that some people out there were talking bad bout me , he should show me some proof man... talk is nothing! fucking idiotic to think that he has the right to say such things. - rolll eyes!-
wish that i could tell him in his dreams. 