Sunday, April 15, 2007
after two attempts, i finally passed my driving test on the third attempt! i was so lucky! Have to thank God for it. the weather was bad like the second time i took, or even worse. however, i made it through. it was unbelievable cos the tester was like asking me is this your first time or ..? i was so afraid that he will say, " well, if this is your first time then try again next time!" the way he calculated the points really took quite some time which makes my heart pump like @$^$%!! and it was so hilarious during the test. my left leg were trembling very badly when it was half clutch and i couldnt control the tremble-- that was really,really freaking the hell outta me that i might fail again! everything turn out smoothly in the circuit for the first time. the past few attempts in the circuit, i made terrible mistakes and cos of that i failed.most people will think that it is quite ridiculous to fail in the circuit.really glad that i didnt waste my money again this time round. and i am really really glad that i dun have to see the instructor again. I DONT LIKE HIM! i think he thinks that im stupid, stubborn, poor and i dont know lah. stupid cos i dun have common sense? stubborn cos i dont listen to him? poor cos he looks down on my dad(he knows my dad) who works as a driver? in fact, he did not tell me a lot of things i need to know bout the car before my test. the second attempt that i failed was because of the rear windscreen as it was raining. then he told me tt actually i have to press this button to clear the fog or rain drops. oh goshh , i was like HUH?!? now then u tell me this!? there were a lot more which i cant rmb. anyway it's over! time to get a car! ( yeahrite.. that's most likely impossible)
exams start next tue, ending on 2nd may. got this long 'break' btw two papers. good in a way, bad in a way. im so slack this sem. i rmb that last sem i was worried sick bout the grades, the exams and any other thing. NOW, hahaha. i m still worried but you dont see me carrying out what i should do. things are easier said than done-- it's true! procrastinator! hoho.
my plans for the hol is out! im not going for any overseas trip with my friends cos my mom doesnt allow me! i spent toooo much money alr :( it's okay, cos i admit that i realy spent a lot. i should work more and save even more!
for the past few trips in the train to school, i have seen some loving couples. goshh, they are so sweet( esp malay couples).e.g. the guy will trim the nails for the girl... this is like the sweetest thing i have seen lah. carrying the bag of your partner is nothing- serious. and i have seen the guy sweeping off the rain drops on the girl's clothing. i dont think anyone will ever thought of that. maybe they will care more about themselves if they are wet or not. true?? i dunno. yeah so far, this is my thought.
and i really miss my hammie! im delighted to see a small purple moth flying ard the grave of hers! looks like she has found happiness in the another place((: