oh dear... life has nv been better after i start school ! why is this so?! tests, tests, tests , cram ,cram and cram. lots of things to study and do within a short period of time. im getting pessimistic each day . there's nothing that can cheer me up. NOTHING - whatever i have tried to make myself feel better ,didnt workat all. i feel exceptionally dumb, useless and clumsy. issit really true that i am like this or im pessimistic? well, i really dunno. and seriously, i dont mind seeing a psychiatrist to find an answer for myself. or maybe i should confide in God to find an answer. TIME will tell everything - i hope.

i hate this winter season cos i was too late to get the summer clothes that i wanted to get online! Grrr... maybe im fated to save money ! freaking broke - everything is not on the bright side.
i need to fork out more time. my time management is really bad ! -poof- and even if i plan my timetable, i dun follow it. WHY?! wat is wrong with me?! im nv like that . i guess that's wat ppl has been talking bout .. '' as we grow older, we will change'' . i gotta find a way man . a way to help myself to break free of all these shit !

she loves james morrison,
alanis morrisette,
the killers,
kaiser chiefs,
john mayer.
she wishes to have her friends
around her when she is down,
hope to find out her aim in life.
she thought that one day ,
she might or want to become a chef,
a hairdresser,
a road sweeper or
a farmer...



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betty
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the angry people
dern
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hingman
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samm
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