did three tests last week.
got back two of the papers.
results were bad.
i did well for one paper but second look at it, i think the lecturer marked it too leniently !
-which is not good as you wont know where you have gone wrong.
my math is getting bad to worst! did improve... like 5 marks- come on man.. taking the average of it i get 2.5 for a 25 marks paper! that's like the worst result i have gotten in my life yet.
it's gonna be hard.
it's gonna be very hard for me to at least get a Satisfactory grade for math.
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had forensic paper today(first paper)
sometimes i think that just go with your gut-feeling, it will never go wrong.
dont look back, be firm bout your decision.
i shouldnt be itchy-handed. =(
now i think my aim of getting nice grade for it has poof- gone!

i am jealous.
i am jealous.
i am very jealous.
why is everyone doing better than i do ?
am i not working hard enough?
am i so stupid?
am i just born dumb?
is my brain failing?
is my concentration in studying disminishing?
why is everything not going as smoothly as everyone thought so?

so many questions to answer.

God , Please help me!

she loves james morrison,
alanis morrisette,
the killers,
kaiser chiefs,
john mayer.
she wishes to have her friends
around her when she is down,
hope to find out her aim in life.
she thought that one day ,
she might or want to become a chef,
a hairdresser,
a road sweeper or
a farmer...



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