im so disappointed with many things in life nowadays. one of the disappointments would be friends. sometimes, our expectation for a friend might be too high but basically we just need care and concern -that will do a lot - REALLY, i mean it.
sometimes i feel that there are some friends who are superficial. they wont be there for you when you need them. it's hard to maintain a friendship. it's very hard. it's always me , the one who tries to salvage the lost friendship or rekindles those memories. im kinda tired, so im letting it go-sort of . oh well, that's life . there will be many kinds of difficulties faced in life and i could say that this might be one of it...

questions that i dont know how to answer . God please advise. (lols- no offence)
why am i always trying to please ppl when there is no need for it? why should i always put ppl in front of me when i think that i have the power to ask them to do work ? why am i so vulnerable to situations like this? why am i so good to be being make used of? why cant ppl please me and not the other way round? why cant i be more stern ,so that they will not take advantage of me? last question- am i that stupid? -shrugs-

hope that i can cope for next semester's work.
start of new horror starts on 7th JAN 2007 !

she loves james morrison,
alanis morrisette,
the killers,
kaiser chiefs,
john mayer.
she wishes to have her friends
around her when she is down,
hope to find out her aim in life.
she thought that one day ,
she might or want to become a chef,
a hairdresser,
a road sweeper or
a farmer...



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betty
chloe
the angry people
dern
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hingman
kame
karebu
kimmm
melissa
moey
samm
seok





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