Wednesday, March 14, 2007
i cant concentrate. i think im suffering from insomnia. i cant sleep properly. everyday i wake up with backaches. everyday i also wake up with bad hair. need to style it and it looks wrong everytime.
was offended by a stupid horny fucking joke! no one will ever think of it lah! i think that person just fantasizes too much or trying to be funny! he failed totally. and seriously not many ppl bother bout him. and in fact, most ppl make use of him. and i guess he thinks it's fine (or maybe he dosent noe) cos he thinks that would be a way to impress girls. that's so dumb.
didnt noe that ppl can be so stingy. not SO stingy... but then... still stingy. however, might be the other's party fault. and also my fault. sometimes i just think that maybe my mouth should have some stitches on it. it's like forever leaking info which are casual info or impt info. it could be help for others but trouble for the other party.oh wells... better watch my mouth next time!
im thinking if i should con't staying in hall or not. it's really on my mind. im sick of the ppl here. not SICK but.. arghh.. i dont know how to express myself. sometimes you just want to be alone. or with my family members who have been thru all sort of probelms with me since young. after all they are the closest to you.
i love my brother so much! ha. going shopping with him will make myself feel pampered! although he can be annoying at times . as we all know, guys are sometimes impatient bout matters and hate girls who nag. sometimes i really think that i understand guys better than girls. hahaha!
topic is getting more random...
however i would like to emphasize, i do not like to be touched by ppl and dislike ppl with long nails! so please understand me. touch as in any physical contact... accidentally MIGHT be okay, depends on situations. it's so clear that most of my friends know that i dislike ppl with long nails. and i will ask em to trim it. haha. and there was this time.. in CJ whereby my classmate forgot to trim his nails! and at that time i was stoning but he thought that im going to scold him bout his nails! so before i say anything, he told me that he will rmb to cut his nails, so dont be angry okay? HAHA! darn hilarious.
i miss charlene! haha. she's doing well in aussie except for the millipedes! i miss picking on her. ha. i admit that she suffers a lot being a friend of mine. im so sorry! ha.
time for me to rest my eyes and brain. knock out!
Saturday, March 10, 2007
little things in our lives can make us happy for a moment .
a moment is enough to last forever.
a cup of frappancino from starbucks with WHIPPED CREAM ( i insist)!
a little msg from friends who you havent talk to for a long time.
a set of play-doh for me to de-stress!
and of course a list of favourite songs which i can sing along with...
had my hair cut! short and easy to handle- totally love it!
had an uneasy feeling bout that guy again. it really makes me wonder what will happen if i revealed my feelings i once had for him. on the other hand, i don't think i should make the move as he is not worthy for me to do it. things became clearer once you are not blinded by 'love'-- (i shall call it). i don't know how to describe what i am feeling right now. sometimes i feel that he tends to be around me but i think it could be my hallucination.
focus, focus , focus! im struggling to catch up! left 2 to 3 modules to catch up. and i found a place in hall to study comfortably with a PC and air conditioned environment! shall mugg like few weeks before exams come. love talking to shaun as he inspires one to become a mugger! ha.
had a adrenaline rush to run on thurs and thus i ran alone ard school! i know that it's dangerous but everyone is busy studying. ohh.. most of my friends are so stress by their work! projects, projects and more projects for em. and some of them jsut break down with tears when they are soooo stressed up! i really hope they are fine! :)
